Right now, my reputation is soiled. The reputation of a thousand years is determined in a single moment.

Right now, I am being judged for my faith in another person. Beware of how you take away hope from any human being.

Right now, people want more from me than I am able or willing to give. The Master can keep giving because there is no end to her wealth. She acts without expectation, succeeds without taking credit, and doesn’t think that she is better than anyone else.

Right now, there is nothing I can do but push forward. If you’re going through hell, keep going.

EDIT: This is not so dire as it might sound. It is more of a conversation between my two selves.

EDIT, part 2: The concern of my friends is very kind, but really I am fine. Sorry to alarm anyone.